sic transit gloria..

2006-07-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

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2006-06-24T21:19:00.000+08:00

MOVED!
RELINK PLEASE. =)

2006-06-08T14:22:00.000+08:00

>
Ian!! x)

people! watch the music video below!
(my previous post.)
think i watched it for more than fifty times for the pass three days!
Ian is soooo cool please!!

2006-06-07T14:07:00.000+08:00

standing on the rooftops; everybody scream your hearts out!!

Ian is soooo cool!! (the lead-singer.)

*swoons over him! x)

2006-06-06T21:58:00.000+08:00

life is a flashback.
a question, a photograph.
a statement, a story, a struggle
and a chance to laugh.
so hit the rewind, listen to the playback.
The soundtrack to your life. =)

2006-06-05T22:54:00.000+08:00

when everything you get is everything that u wanted.

how does that sound?
you're impossible.
like.. seriously.
i shall make no-comments.

yes. I do love you.
but i'll never let you hold me back.
you live your life and i'll live mine.
take care and much love.
:)

2006-06-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

i'll draw the line.
so i guess i'll see you around.
am i worth your time.

please don't mind what i'm trying to say,
cause i'm just being honest.

2006-06-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

home alone.

it's close to just a trickle now, wished it was pouring instead.

so standing on the rooftops; everybody scream your hearts out.

i wanna strum my guitar on the rooftops all night long.. =]

2006-05-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

I'm packing my bags.
making a list.
checking it twice.
losing the list.
rewriting it.
forgetting a few things from the original list.
checking it.
losing it again.
then just saying DAMN the list.
move on.

To Malacca!
route to the endless supplies of chewing gums!
hoho! X)

2006-05-24T18:36:00.000+08:00

manipulate me.

maybe i'll see you at a mall someday.
and you'll walk by, on the arm of a guy.
i'll smile and you'll wave.
we'll pretend it's okay.
when it happens once again,
you'll turn to me as a friend.
someone that understands.

you're over and over me.
present just physically.

2006-05-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

I screwed my MYEs big time.
need not say more..

2006-05-18T17:19:00.000+08:00

Absolutely loves `3233 please! X)

17th July 2006. =)

2006-05-17T21:25:00.000+08:00

Jun's office is total cool-ness please!
i've changed my prespective about artists and architects.
i don't mind spending my life drawing, painting and sketching away.
went to buy materials we needed and off to jun's house to paint!
i've got "Calyn's " on the cover of this really cool notebook. and it's mine! =]

MYEs' over! - *happy!
I wanna go shopping! i've prepared a shopping list for myself.
but i'm near-broke! god i need some financal blessing! =X
i need money to pay for my ticket!
i'm watching over the hedge on sunday!
the trailer is darn cute! i rather watch this than when a stranger calls.
finally i've got time to catch a movie. =]
it's gonna be an EV-outing with my church-mates.
fun fun fun!! i'm so excited! X)

2006-05-13T12:22:00.000+08:00

hey, hey now.

//// I'm missing you to death.

But I've got my pride..

///////so I'll let you sleep tonight.

2006-05-13T12:17:00.000+08:00

MYE's almost over. =]
my last paper is on mon and tues.
then I shall mug-no-more.
wahahah!

Sentosa! here I come!=]

suck your so-called pity down,
it's not so bad is it.
so take your cold, cold heart and drown..

2006-05-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

The simple truth is I'm falling.

////////////////////////Falling down..

2006-05-02T20:20:00.000+08:00

here's the list of things i ate/drank today:
a pack of milk .
a few skittles from sherry.
lemon barley during recess.
some of colleen's potato wedges.
a bite from joanne's cookie. =]
one carrot cake and two buns.
horlicks malt candy from clara.
bread with sugar and custard from Breadtalk.
a slightly burnt omelete I made. =X
one WHOLE loaf of bread from delifrance. [It's darn nice!]

I'm a skinney pig. heh.

2006-05-01T13:39:00.000+08:00

We lay, we lay together..
Just not too close. Too close.

2006-04-28T20:44:00.000+08:00

Courage to start, Faith to finish.
That shall be our slogan on our track shirt!
=]

Thanks to kaiching and her friend!
But I won't have time to draw till after our MYEs.
Yup. So don't rush me!
Haha.

2006-04-23T00:15:00.000+08:00

It's eleven plus now and I'm finally home!
Bad day. YAda YAda..
Did jumps in the morning. Went town for dinner with Alec and Nadia.
Then watched TV and had supper over at Andrea's.

Long jump was bad. As predicted..
I wasn't impressed nor excited.
Due to terrible muscle pull on both my thighs,
I could only reach a distance of 4.12m.
Which was real bad compared to sports day and my usual trainings.
Well I must say that Jane improved drastically.
Perhaps under the crowd's pressure?
Haha. Nonetheless, we tried our best yah.
Well done Jane and Nadiah!

And of course..
SiHui talked to me!
Nothing beats the sight of her.
Especially when she's doing jumps!
I can't take my eyes off you. =]

2006-04-21T21:21:00.000+08:00

I'm screwed la..
I screwed my drums exam.
Couldn't get the notes right.
For goodness sake, junior meets' tomorrow!
And I've got muscle tear in both my thighs.
So long jump's a goner.
Gonna flunk my math test for the first time.
And I'm blaming Ms.Thng cause she made me stand up to do my test.
Thus I can't concentrate well.
And last of all, there wasn't enough time!
ALL HER FAULT.

Oh wells. Enough of me being screwed.
I'm gonna have my dinner now.
Daddy cooked pasta. =]

The last resort.. Pray.
Lord, Let me jump 4.5m tomorrow please..

2006-04-19T19:52:00.000+08:00

Mid years' are comming!!
And I don't understand a single NUT Mr Low is teaching!
Okay. I admit I'm not quite prepared for it.
So yeah. Let's mug together. =]

Janice! X)
The story of Clara and her chair.
Let's do Chapter 5! I'm sure it'll be better than Chapter 4. =X
Everything goes according to plan yeah? Haha!
I wanna eat chee kueh again at the market!
You eat eight and I'll eat four okay? =P
Then we shall TA BAO char siew bao for nadiah again!
Haha!

Nadiah! =D
I'm sorry that the hungry Jacqueline ate up your char siew bao..
Haha. Our events' this saturday.
Long Jump! Dreads yeah?
Fret not. Let's do our best!

4.5m
It's possible with a little hardwork plus determination yes?
=]

2006-04-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

here's a lil jealousy, I hope you think of me when you sleep at night.
and I need a lil sympathy from you to waste on me.
I know you're faking it but it's alright.
cause i'm such a wreck..

2006-04-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

Chan kid teung khun. =]

HAHA. Janice is so darn gullible.
We were checking the net for the cheapest package to Thailand..

??????????????????????????? says:
tiger air ways
JL Skyes! _At The Disco. // camisado. says:
how about kitten airways? i'm sure that's much cheaper.
JL Skyes! _At The Disco. // camisado. says:
lol.
??????????????????????????? says:
ah wait
??????????????????????????? says:
i checking
JL Skyes! _At The Disco. // camisado. says:
lol. go on.
??????????????????????????? says:
hey got such thing as kitten airways meh
??????????????????????????? says:
rubbish
??????????????????????????? says:
dun have lah
JL Skyes! _At The Disco. // camisado. says:
have.
JL Skyes! _At The Disco. // camisado. says:
u double check.
??????????????????????????? says:
i find then they give me this website that say where to find kittens
JL Skyes! _At The Disco. // camisado. says:
HAHAA!
??????????????????????????? says:
u anyhow give right?!

2006-04-10T21:45:00.000+08:00

Give me envy.
Give me malice.
Give me your attention.

Oh what wonderful caricature of intimacy.

You.
Get.
The.
Picture.

Give me... a break.

2006-04-06T22:41:00.000+08:00

4.5metres.

It's possible with a little hardwork plus determination yes?

That look of animosity in your eyes.

So obviously selfish..

2006-03-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

OMG. I did't know SiHui jumped 4.99m la.
I knew she got first in long jump and high jump.
But 4.99m??!! Unbelievable.
Maybe she's gonna hit 5m plus plus this year la.
I took note of her tag number when she first talked to me.
No 66. Then i checked the list..
Which was how i got to know her name. =]
I'm not sick or whatsoever okay. NADIAH IS WORST.
Haha! My tag number was 208 and Usarin's 206.
So darn near right??!! Haha.
Envy me! I got to sit beside her and run alongside with her!
Wahahaha! =P

Hopefully I'll see her during JM.
*cross fingers.

2006-03-26T22:08:00.000+08:00

Here's a simple evaluation of today's event:
-Today's event was a total fiasco.
-We were all tired.
-There was lack of preparation as we did't practice as a team.

-We could have clocked a faster timing.

-The second & third passing was screwed. [Thus the problem lies in me.]
-I slowed down to receive and Iza had to slow down to receive too. [Which further concludes so.]

Everyone, my apologies.
Let us do better during the nationals.
We must and will hit 55s at least!

Junior meets is only 2 weeks away.
Let's train hard together! =]
I wanna jump 4.5m!

2006-03-21T20:15:00.002+08:00

Here's a lil jealousy. I hope u think of me..
But I bet u won't even look at me.

I'm "psyched! ". Sports day's on thurs..
Did 400m today and I collasped during the last 20m.
Just as my right knee is recovering, I hurt my left knee.
What luck. My passing of the baton is screwed too!
OMG. I'm dead LA.
To make matters worst. It's the SPH relays on sat and sun too!
Wow. I'm so NOT anticipating for it.

By the way, who's going to SAJC on thurs? Tell me okay?

2006-03-16T20:46:00.000+08:00

I need an alibi, two more years and new excitement to my life.
Til I get over you.. OR.
Just throw me some pills. Anyone.

I'm jaded.

2006-03-11T10:53:00.000+08:00

You hold me down.
I'm on the ground now, but you won't ask me how I feel.
Don't start to leave. Pick me up now, I need you so bad..
C'mon ask and I'll tell you everything you want me to.
This time I'll draw the line so please don't laugh at me.
Honey I'm in love with you. Please wait up for me..

2006-03-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

where you are is where you'll be: always wanting everything.
It's all the same that you cant ignore, cus all you want is just "to be more".

*YOU kicked that "ball".
It's all to be considered.
It's a game and u're not some winner.
Though it's a haunting memory, it's just a matter of time.

yes! I'll be just fine.

2006-02-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

here it goes again.. put on that deserving tone.
and when we go, we say goodbye. and then we run, we run away..

i'm such a wreck, and now it starts to show.

2006-01-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

I'm not exactly sure what i should say.
everything i do is a mistake.
your attention is attention.
doesn't matter if it's fake or real.
i'll take it if i have it all.
i've made up my mind.
i'll do it over anytime.

2006-01-18T21:44:00.000+08:00

ADAM and EVE.

mr leong got so darn high after reading diyanah's and my version.
haha! people in 4c knows what i mean. =S
and i'm proud of it! [*thumps chest.]
haha. kidding la.
recently, i've been trying to apologise to someone.
but i just can't get those words out!
my friends all call me crazy and i think i'm mad.
cus i actually stayed up late anticipating!
well, i want to apologise cus i called her a bitch/slut.
and i think i'm really horrible. haha.
it's kind of difficult cus that person is actually clara low.
so yeah.. big deal la.
tsk. troubles and more troubles..

2006-01-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

We're concentrated on falling apart.
This is the price we pay for losing control.

A brand new year with a brand new beginning. =]
Well, despite the fact that I'm in the same class as Clara low.
I got to sit in front of her every morning during assembly!
Drats. I'm convinced that I'm cursed.
God answered part of my prayer for a change of seats in class.
Part of it cause I wanted to sit in the second or third row,
but COACH Richard put me in the first row.
Tsk. Just my luck or what.

#1. Can't crap with Serene and Janice anymore.
#2. Can't SMS.
#3. Can't sleep in class.
#4. Ms Thng can monitor my appearence/attire.
#5. Difficulties peeping at ----.
etc.

Well...
On the bright side: I can concentrate better during lessons.
And I'm seated further away from Clara. That sounds great huh.
Yep. This shall be my first step towards achieving better grades.
N' Levels this year. I must do way better than my bro.
That's it. I'm off to finish up my homework!!

2005-12-11T23:38:00.000+08:00

keep quiet. nothing comes as easy as you.
i'll be ur best kept secret and ur biggest mistake.
=]

2005-12-02T02:31:00.000+08:00

Lost integrity. My personality is gone now.
You are stronger than you think.
I lost integrity. The way we used to feel is wrong now.
You mean more than anyone can see.

2005-11-29T21:33:00.000+08:00

Itchy Poopzkid. =]

ooh it's raining now. haha.
i'll be going for camp in a few days time!!
*note ta self: finish homework before camp.
whee. looking forward ta it..
but somehow i dread it too. lol.
going ta buy ma camping stuff tmrr with bro. =]

okay. ma hair is like what now..
must take the chance ta scold nadiah since her comp spoilted.
lol. that good old friend of mine ruined ma hair!!
her weapon of choice was GATSBY HAIR BLEACH.
told her ta only bleach ma highlights and make the friggin' blue brighter.
appearently she did't do that. guess what she did.
she took foil, anyhow grabbed some hair and dabbed some dye onto it !!
and ma hair turned out ta be so gold larr.
grrrr... strangled her on the spot.

anyway i'm phone-less now..
spoilted ma V3 and sent it for repairs ytd.
tskk. but u people still can call and msg me larr.
cus i'm using a spare phone. heh.

2005-11-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

i wannrr get pony shoes now.
saw that green and brown pair yesterday.
mom!! =X.
nvrrmind.. i shall save money.
heh. shut up Eard. =P

wenta far east with mom yesterday.
ta get highlights on ma hair and a haircut.
she finally allow me ta get highlights on ma hair!!
but only a bit.. like a few streaks in front.
she doesn't wants me ta too look flashy. lol.
did a few streaks of blue in front and a little at the side.
heh. better than nothing larr.
mom got a haircut and highlights too.
she changed her hairstyle. claims that her previous was messy.
and she did't like it. but the previous was so jap larr..
wasted. wanted ta layered ma hair..
but mom says since it's gonnrr be the same price might as well cut everything.
she was like telling the person here cut more there layer more.. etc.
lol. i did't wear ma specs so i could't see.
and ma hair ended up looking damns SHORT larr.
bro says i look like a butch.. wth.
thou i hate ta say.. but i have ta admit that i looked like one!!
which mother in the world likes their daughter ta look like a butch..?
well, MINE do !!
she says short hair more style.. -_-''

2005-07-05T19:57:00.000+08:00

went shopping for a white bra ytd.
wht a waste of money!
all thxz ta ma oh-so-self-proclaimed-"slim" maths tcher.
ay. whteva lar.
da most i'll draw ma graphs horribly..
both nad-zei and maself brought da same bra.
hahz.
walked arnd and i ended up buying a broadshort.
ggrrr.. 'Nets it!' soundedd so fun rite?
but da moment i nets it..
a week's allowence is gone.
signs..
wenta get a haircut wif andrea afta tht.
then acc nad-zei ta buy her spike shoes..
mom says tht i shld get a shorter haircut next tym.
haHa. yea rite..
yepp. guess thts all.
byee. =)

2005-07-02T22:57:00.000+08:00

geezus..
hw pathetic cn i get.
got caught for wearing a black bra.
both iza and hannah were caught too..
and we're sent hm ta change our bras.
wth LAr.
and we're lyk only given one and a half hrs ta do so.
i went hm ta change.
iza and hannah gotta buy cus did't hav white bras.
searched ma whole hse for ma one and only white bra.
only ta find tht it was soaked in a pail..
`curses..* took it out and squeezed da water out.
well of cus it wldnt dry tht fast..
did da following procedures JUS ta dry ma bra.
-blew it wif a hair dryer.
-ironed it.
-put it in da mirowave oven. [yesh i'm serious]
did not do it once but four tyms at least.
till iza called ta rush me cus we're late.
desperate tyms calls for desperate measures.
hahz.

2005-06-22T23:02:00.000+08:00

puked seven times today.
seven tyms. was lyk omg larr..
lyk some hourly routine.
woke up wif a terrible headache.
was kinda feverish and ma stomach hurts.
vomited everythn i ate..
bro brought me ta da doc.
doc says tht i shld jus drink warm milo fer ma meals.
no cold drinks! signs.
why cnt this happen ltr.
lyk during inter-sch track.
cus i cnt jump a distance of 4.3m !!
4.3m..? haHa. whta joke.
arghz. face it.
i'm nvrr gonnrr make it.

2005-06-22T00:43:00.000+08:00

i hafta be able ta jump a distance of 4.3m bfore 7th july..!!
-dead..*

initial D.... i want watch.
=X

2005-06-16T03:17:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. its three plus in da morn nw.
cnt slp.
having one of ma usual "bonding" sessions wif ma bro.
talkin abt our lives andother crappy stuffs..
hehz. talkin abt our lives.
tht Lim Bun put me in da nationals.
taking long jump.
i'm dead LAR.
its lyk i cn jus go there and jump then go hm.
i definately cnt make it.
i'm certain.
bro in da kitchen nw.
cooking noodles.. yummie.
oh. he's done.
gonnrr go eat.. byee.
anw its puayleng bdae today.
hee.

-tearr ma hart open.
-jus ta feel.

2005-06-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

oh wells.
went out wif mom.
brought tons of toiletries frm JL.
and hell lotza furniture frm ikea.
had a hard tym trying ta shuff those fucking furniture inta da car.
-curse and swears.*
finally after wht seems ages.
everythn was in. but da prb is tht..
shucks wher da hell am i gonnrr sit..!
signs.. troubles.

went out wif puayleng and nadzi before meeting mom.
pris was suppose ta come along..
but her mom dun allow or sth.
went cine ta find nadzi and puayleng..
walked arnd ta find puayleng's prezie.
saw sth in "nadzi's mom's fone"..
and i "nearly" went crazie.
went hereen cus i wannr buy belt.
ma pants are lyk.. dropping LAR.
larkie no one noticed it.. hehz.
had ta keep ma hands in ma pocket.
tht was when i met someone.
yesh. dun azk.
and then i cnt find any decent belt ta buy.
damn pek chek..
-skips da rest.

oh yahh.
i doubt. but if yae read dis..
I NEARLY DIED WALKING BESIDE YAE LARR.
hehz. nort farnie.
wow.. wht a lonnngg post.

-btw yae hands are shaking..
//__rather waste some tym wif u.

2005-06-09T18:19:00.000+08:00

Wings is on today.
if i did't tell mr lim tht i dun wannrr tk part.
i'll be lyk doing long jump today..
feeling alitta regret nw.
but i'm so certain tht i wun be able ta make it.
jumpers frm other schs are ardy hitting 4m plus.
and i'm lyk still so far apart frm them..
i'm nort evn rching 4m yet.
mr lim is puttin me in for da nationals in july..
i'm so deadd..

-btw yae hands are shaking..
//__rather waste some tym wif u.

2005-06-02T22:35:00.000+08:00

on the way dwn. i saw yae..
and i fell dwn..

had trng ytd.
and yezh.. i fell.
thts jus hw sway i was ytd.
pain yae knw..!!
skipped trng today cus i cnt get up.
hehehh..

anwz.. all thxz ta Ed hu reminded me.
i came up wif dis resolution for da sake of ma grades.
cant afford ta let ma mom dwn anymore..
cus ma tuition fees are enuff ta kill anyone.
and i'm guilty!
alrite. there its goes..
1) pass chinese.
2) get at least an A2 for maths. [beat panny moo.]
3) top da whole poa class.
4) die also mus get at least a B3 for comb-sci.
5) mus get at least a B3 for comb-hum too.
6) hopefully.. top ma class.
its nort impossible!
i hafta do it..

-on the bright side..
gg ta sentosa tmr!!
whee! i lurve da sun.
=)

- i'll be jus fine. ; -pretending i'm not..
//__cus thts all tht i've got.

2005-05-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

got back our report bks today..
ma results are horrid..!!
so damn disapointed LARR.
ma CA marks pulled mi dwn.
dang.
and guess wht ma t'cher wrote abt mi..
he says tht i need ta show more interest during lesson.
and tht intelligence cannot overcome inertia..
wth.. mite as well jus say tht i slp in class.
ma lvl position 25.
was aiming for twenty at least..
guess i had too much confidence in maself.
signs..
i'm sucha disapointment.

`___I'm nort okay..

2005-05-23T20:10:00.000+08:00

-bury me.
wht we did ytd was dumb and stupid.
i'm sure it wont happen ever happen again.
screw it.
i feel terrible.

gonnrr get our progress cards soon.
dang. all ma subjs are jus borderline passes.
flunked ma chinese and only managed ta get 'B's and 'C's.
nort even a single 'A'.
signs..

//___happenstance.

2005-05-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

gort back all ma results.
yayy.. i passed all ma subjs.
damn luckie.
except chinese of cus..
hhehz. i fail tht bloody subj every yr.
no bigg deal. yeppz. ;)

//__stripp..

2005-05-18T22:54:00.000+08:00

wahh..
today is da sway-est day of ma life.
dropped ma wallet in da cab.
its nort evn one month old!!
ma red and black volcom wallet!!
sadd-ed..
da last tym was when sum idiot stole ma seventy bucks.
then today i lost ma wallet.
theres fifty bucks inside.
which is ma allownce is for da rest of da week.
nw i'm flat broke..
its lyk ma fri da thirteen-th today.
signs.

-ccompetition at NJC today.
4 x 100 relay wif SSS.(spore sports sch)
i repeat. SPORE SPORTS SCH. yezh.
tht sch where valerie da fastest B'div girl in spore came frm.
but she did't run.. thank god.
SSS gort lane 4 and we gort lane 5.

first runner - me.
second runer - nadzi.
third runner - yiling.
fourth runner - iza.
did i mention tht i'm afraid of da gun..
its damn loudd lar.
i was stunned for abt half a sec than i ran off.
passed da baton ta nadzi.
so on and so fore..
da gap between us and SSS was hugee...
anws i'm glad tht its ova..
and tht theres free milo which i drank two cups. =]

//__stripp !
-and its over.

2005-05-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

competition at NJC tmr..
doing last min trngs.
and guess wht.
i'm da first runnarr..!!
wart lark!!

alrite i admit tht i'm afraid of da gun.
i'm ardy so tensed-up during trng..
whts gonnrr happen tmr..!
tink i'm gonnrr be starkk in ma position..
when everyone else has started ta run.
and we've lyk no idea hu we're runnin' against tmr.
if only i were valerie..
dun evn hafta worrie abt a single thn.
hahz. yeaa..
fat hope.
i'm prepared for da results ardy.
cn leave sch early tmr.. yay!

//__stripp.. =]

2005-05-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

[stares at ma own reflection.]

GOSH.
I LOOK LIKE A BUTCH !

2005-05-15T13:24:00.000+08:00

seems lyk jus ytd. u were a part of mi.
i used ta stand so tall. i used ta be so strong.
ur arms arnd mi tite. everythn jus felt so right.
unbreakable lyk nth cld go wrong.
now i cnt breath. no i cnt sleep.
i'm barely hangin' on..

i tld u everythn.
opened up and let u in.
u made mi feel alrite for once in ma life.
now all thts left for mi is wht i pretended ta be.
so tgt, but so broken up inside.
cus i cnt breath.
no i cnt sleep.
i'm barely hangin' on..

swallow mi and split mi out.
for hatin u, i blame maself.
seening u kills mi now.
no i dun cry on the outside anymore..

here i'm, once agn.
i'm torn inta pieces.
cnt deny, cnt pretend.
jus tot u were the one.
broken up deep inside.
but u wun get ta see da tears i cryy..
behind these hazel eyes.

-j ealousy.

2005-05-13T19:21:00.000+08:00

___fri da thirteen-th..

was clara's bdae ytd..
da twelve-th.
hahz.
and i haven brought her a prezzie.
dunno wht ta get her..
give up ardy.
shall jus azk her wht she wants.
hehz.

woah..
i've been slpin for da whole day.
on da comp and came online..
then change status ta away.
dunno hw many ppl talk ta mi i also nvrr reply.
hehz.
sorrie arh..
damn hungry now.
cya.

`___rufus.

2005-05-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

woot woot!!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!
thank god..
dun hafta endure late nites..
and wake up early in da morning anymore.

hmmz..
tink i'm gonnrr flunk chinese..
bio maybe a jus pass..
social studies..
if i flunk tht.. i'm gonnr scream.
screwed up da chem ppr..
thou everyone said it was easy.
signs.
studied lyk hell for geog too.
"hope" tht i can pass.

wht else..
english was quite okayy..
maths.
dun tink i can score well for tht ardy.
cuz ppr one waz so difficult !!
and i can forget about ace-ing da poa ppr anymore.
cus i dun finish it.
signs..

maybe cutting ma hair this fri with celest.
yay-ness!!
anwz da holidays are comming..
i'm gonnrr get a job!
hehehz..
no choice.
thts da only way ta get money..
cus i wannr buy shoes.. =X

` rufus.__

2005-05-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

wahh...
today's maths ppr was shoo di-ffi-cult..!!
din know how ta do so many questions!!
i'm gonnrr fail..!!
signs.
betta nort talk abt it anymore.
ltr no mood ta study..

slept four hrs for da pazt two days.
slept at eleven plus and woke up at three this morning.
ta study of cuz..
took cab fare frm ma mom..
cuz i waz too tired ta take a bus to sch.
rch sch suparr early today..
felt lyk i waz gonnr faint any moment.
damn shagged..

alrite. bio ppr was..
dunno how ta say.
wrote a standard three lines ans for every qus.
hahz.. i so death.
betta nort talk abt these two pprs anymore.
ltr affect ma mood ta study.
geography ppr tmr..

`da brighter side of today.
-ma mom's b'dae!
saw tsz yan after sch.
she din hav ppr today..
so nvrr go ta sch.
and guess wht.
zhi xian and krystal waz wif her.
*beams..* hahz.
veh lonngg nvr see them ardy wht..
of cuz will miz one rite..
hehehz..
everyone wantz huggs frm mi.
*thick-skinned..*

anwz i've gottar go study..
or mabbe i shld slp firz than tmr wake up at three.
hmmz.. see firz.

` rufus.__

2005-05-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

bro got a dog..
a jet rus.
dad was okay with it..
but mom would't allow it.

she gave it ta ma neighbours..
who were more than happy ta accept it.

wth LAR.
cnt evn negotiate..

*signs..*
nvrrmindd..
study!

2005-04-30T22:39:00.000+08:00

geezus!
mye is just two days away!
arghz! exams! arghz!

alrite. this commin' week.
i've got..
english.
chinese.
social studies.
biology.
maths.
and geography pprs..

and so far.
i've only revised a little for..
biology.
geography.
maths.
and english.

all with bits and pieces everywhere.
and not everything.. =X
i'm like.. so dead.
yikes!

dont hav ta revise for chinese..
i'll nvr pass tht bloody subj.
and that ppr is two hrs long..
what the hell.
so scry..

alrighty..
i shall sleep soon.
tmr hav tuition..

-Jordy L . Skyes =X
-happenstance_ // off the wall.

2005-04-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

dang blasted it..
failed my geography by two miserable marks..!
what the hell..
i studied hard for it.
*signs..*
comfirmed that i fail SC aready.
what else did i fail..
i think biology.
but.. maybe chemisty can pull it up.
whatever LAR..
i cant remember.
just hope that i've only failed one subj..
and nothing more.

arghz....
EXAMINATION STRESS ARH!!!!

nevermind.
i shall have crash courses on the week before exams..
ehz.. wait.
its aready the week before exams..!
what the hell again...
i think i'll just have tuition as per normal plus three hrs extra..
hehz.

study arh everyone..!!
exams come aready.
can eat/kill people one..

-nop. i definately dont need u as bad i did before.
like.. how i wished..!

` ~~peace~~ out.

-Jordy L . Skyes =X

2005-04-22T17:25:00.000+08:00

you'll go your way and I'll go mine
And I won't call you baby anymore
Can't call you baby
Like I did before:
*****

You left your smell
You left your taste
You left me here alone
And I can't relate to what you said
But just for you I'll bite my tongue

***** I miss you.
***** please be well.
***** I wish you'd release me from your spell.

2005-04-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

hmmz.
i haven't been updatin' eh..?
hahz.

Exams are comin'..
yeppz.
everyone must be studyin' aready.
stress.
still desperatly trying ta memorise notes.
cause' there's geo test tomorrow..
i MUST pass!
can't let shirley tan pick on me anymore..
injured ma right ankle and arm a few days ago.
now ma arm has practically no strength ta write faster..
i didn't manage ta finish ma poa test cause of that.
signs.
and i'm like typing soooo slowly now.
hope that i'll write faster for ma test tomorrow.
yepp.
*cross fingers.*

i'll be doing cip in town this comming saturday.
come vist mi okayy..?
i'll be somewhere near somerset mrt.
heez..

`cyaz..

- Jordy L. Skyes -
=X

2005-04-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

It's raining on the inside.
It's racing out the door.
I'll stack up all the sandbags of time.
Cos I don't wanna lose things anymore.
But all I did was fall in to your arms one day.
And forever I will pray.
But I can't count the times.
I've wished for nothing more than you.
I've remembered you.
I'd remember you.
I'll always remember you..

2005-02-10T22:42:00.000+08:00

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go,
it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
the photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again
you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look,
another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook
for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book,
but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm o-kay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(okay..)

2004-12-24T02:08:00.000+08:00

Everythings so blurry, and everyones so fake
And everybodys empty, and everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you, I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I will protect you from all of the obscene
I wonder what you are doing Imagine where you are
There is oceans in between us, and that is not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face

Everyone is changing, there is no one left that is real
So make up your own ending, and let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you, I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you, I stumbled and I crawl
you could be my someone you could be my scene
You know that I will save you from all of the unclean
I wonder what you are doin I wonder where you are
There is oceans in between us but that is not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me

Oh nobody told me what you thought,
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn,
Told you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide,
Nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn,
Showed you when to run away

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
When you shoved it in my face,
This pain you gave to me

No!
This pain you gave to me

Can you take it all
Take it all away
Take it all away
Take it all away..

______________________________________

i've nv stopped lurvin' yae..
and i still do.. i reli do..
felt so wrecked-up and miserable
all tiz tym.. for monthz..
without yae..
i tried..
but itz juz never-ending..

i addicted ta yae..